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Ok so this was my dream

My dad used to be a baseball player for his highschool and he was really really good but he and my mom got in a car wreck before I was born, But in my dream they hadnt had the car wreck and my dad was still playing baseball and he was really good. But he hurt himself somehow and we all went to the hospital.. but my grandma and grandpa wanted him to die. And I overheard them and they tried everything to keep me away from them.. It was very weird.. (these wernt my real grandparents in my dream they were prettier than mine.. and eviler than mine lol) Then many things went on where I had to run from them and try to find my father at the same time. And you know how sometimes dream details change... well the details did.. It wasnt my dad I was looking for anymore it was my boyfriend and he played football not baseball and I was a cheerleader.. I even used pom poms to stop the bad guys from hitting me. Lol but then I finnaly reached his room and he was recovering well and I dont know what happened to the grandparents but it seemed like they dissapeared... and I just think about what happened and I dont know- It felt like I really loved this dream boyfriend I had. His name was Austin but he looked more like a mixture of Nick and Will. And he was injured enough that he couldnt play in the game that was about to take place And he was in a wheel chair.. well we came out to the game and he sat by the bench.. and I asked him, since you cant play do you want me to cheer? and I Dont remember his awnser but either way I just sat there on his lap (while hes in the wheelchair) and we watched the game..

It was strangly a comforting and exciting dream... but its making me wonder. Ive been so afraid to even put myself out there cause Ive been so afraid of things ending badly, and I personally hate the begining of relationships. But maybe realizing that things could get to that point where the other person comforts you just by being there and sitting with you, maybe thats enough to make you endure the bad stuff. And Id come out of my little hole where I supposedly enjoy being single.. and you know endure it. But Im still a little scared...