Oh Shanandoe

For some reason I was exahsted when I woke up this morning, Which is only weird because I went to sleep fairly early. So when I woke up my throat hurt just a tad and my stomache kind of twinged, so I endid up asking my mom if I could stay home, and coming up with a really good excuse... and now Im home, sick... well not.

The only thing is that theres nothing to do in my house when I get sick. I endid up watching the end of Tila Tiquila (sp?) which btw.. suprisingly is a somewhat good show. And then I had nothing to do.. so I downloaded songs for an hour. And now Im just sitting here, nothing much to do. Its lunch time too, but theres nothing in my house to eat. I might watch The Prince and the Pauper, only because Ive never seen it, Ive only seen the barbie version (The Princess and the Pauper) hehe. Theres nothing really on right now so I just.. kinda will have to watch that.

I read ambers blogs though, and Im a little surprised, I always thought amber was smart, but shes really not. She should atleast know that me and rai like her for her. I mean Racey wouldnt waste his time talking to her if he didnt like her.

Speaking of Racey... I think I should just let a little steam off. Everyone would be very surprised to know how mad I get at race. Sometimes his little "Im to good for the world" Attitude, really just puts me over the top. I just... gr...

Oh and dont get me started on Nick. I think one of the reasons I didnt go to school today was so I didnt have to go to his house after school. Im just so sick of dealing with him. Hes just been so bitchy lately. And I told him who I liked (will) and he like did this little thing were he was mad for like thirty seconds, then he was shocked or something it was really stupid. And we both can tell were getting pissed with each other and were spending too much time together, but he still persists on coming to be partners with me for all the stupid math stuff. Sometimes I would like to work alone you know. UGH and if one more person says were going out, asks if were going out, or says we SHOULD go out, I swear to god I will kill them. I just want to shout out, NICKS GAY, but I cant because A) he hasnt come out and B) he has a girlfriend? I mean seriously what the hell is up with him and Jordan, there supposedly dating but Jordan has a girlfriend and wants him to get a boyfriend. I dont understand nick, seriously. I just dont get why his girlfriend would encourage him to get with someone else. Im starting to think that nick being gay isnt all that... well truthful.. I dont know. Im SO confused that I dont even want to DEAL with him.

AND GRRRR I had a conversation the other night with amber about a certain boy, and its coming back to haunt me, usually I dont talk in depth about him anymore, and now that I have... well Its like hes popping up in all my conversations. I just, dont understand... why he closed up ends with everyone but me... Why leave me with loose ends huh? Why? Is it some joke I just dont get, or did he leave the ends loose because he cared... Thats all very hard to believe.. I didnt even know he was going.. He was just gone.. I dont get it. And for this... he can rott in hell. :)

Courtney, is like the most awesomest person in the world. On a scale of one to ten for best friends shes an eleven. :) Shes awesome.

Tiffany... is on the edge now.. I dont know if Im ok with her... or if Im still kinda pissed at her.. I dont think it matters

And my birthday partys coming up and I dont know if I want to invite Madison anymore.. thats all I will say about that

AND OMG I love amber.. even if she is stupid- and I cant wait for gossip girl to come on.

xoxo
Jessica