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I just woke up and Im sitting here eating rice crispies. I didnt blog yesterday cause I was too lazy :P so I thought. First thing in the morn, Ill blog. lol, so here I am. :)

I dont know what to say- lol... all day yesterday I left my phone on silent and in my purse.. and I didnt realize it was on silent and in my purse so I started to feel bad cause you know.. I thought NO ONE was calling me. And i felt a little lonely cause it was like ten at night now.. but I was playing sims and then suddenly it dawned on me that my phone was in my purse.. and probably still on silent.. so I went and looked.. and it was and I had twelve missed calls :PP Most of which were from Nick :P But it was so late I didnt know if I should call him.. so instead.. I made him a house on Sims :PP XD I love sims. I know other people dont like it (For reasons unbeknowest to me). But I think its fun.. I get to make people do whatever I want to.. and when someone pisses me off.. I can kill them :PPP And then REMAKE them :) I enjoy it.. it kinda relieves stress.

Anywho- Nick called back... even though it was pretty late and we talked for a while. :) Hes a douche though so like I got bored pretty fast. He never talks he just listens.. and it drives me insane.. He doesnt act like that in person.. just on the phone.. (So you can kinda still tell Im a little sleepy.. Im like running all over the page with differen things)

Ok So lets get down to something thats not crazy-

Im reading The Freedom Writers Diary's, its so good. Its like reading the personal thoughts of someone you dont know.. and seeing how they grow. It makes you hope you can. Especially because all those diarys are real, just like Anne Franks. I remember in like the sixth grade we read parts of Anne Franks diary.. I kind of want to read the whole thing.

The post I did the other day, where I said I needed to change. I was serious. Some guy has been asking me out for a while, and I dont know... I dont personally like him all that much as anything more than a friend.But I was planning on going out with him anyways. But yesterday, It hit me I cant do that, If I dont like him.. why lead him on? So when we were watching the movie yesterday he sent me a note..and I lied to him to tell him no. but I told him no none the less.

But here comes the bad part... It kind of felt good to crush him. Like at first I didnt want to hurt him, but once I had.. It kind of made me fell good. It was wierd.


Anyways.. I touched a million different things in this post.. Sorry :P It was my early morning run down of yesterday :P

xoxo

Jessica Bell