So Sweet

Fridays my birthday, I turn sixteen and I was going to have this big party, I had everything planned out. But my partys been "post-poned" now because of 'insufficient funds' hehe. What a stupid set of words, they used to make us say it at Disney, when I was working, and someones credit card had been declined, "insufficient funds" So on friday.. I have to sit through this thing with the chorus.. because even though two of the girls out of one class have the same birthday and it happens to be on that date.. they couldnt do it any other weekend. and then I go home and sit at home alone now? I know I shouldnt be so upset.. I mean its only a stupid party.. but its also that we dont have enough money for anything right now. We dont even have milk in the refrigerator.. and I cant talk to anyone about this.. all my friends dont have these kinds of problems... except maybe nick.. Hes the only friend I have who could even be classified lower middle class. but I dont talk to nick about those kinds of things.. and I know hes going to be mad at me because I cant go to his house tommorow.. because its already nine and my room didnt get finished. so Im grounded.

I just dont know where to see the good in all this.

xoxo

Jess