The Wreck of the Day

Im at nicks house.. and he says he cant blog at his house..
SO IM GOING TO BLOG AT HIS HOUSE
because (racey) you know that I hate obeying :P

Anyways... so nick went out with Tyler last night.. and it was a date
XD and they had a little TOO much fun

xD So anyways--

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for real things:

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Hehe I just remembered MIKEY! omg.. We used to play that on MSN where we would take turns doing the dotts.. hehe.. I had so much fun with him...
Why did Jesse have to make it into something it wasnt? I lost a friend that way...

and you know what EVERYONE is doing that with Nick... every five seconds someone asks us if were going out or says we act like it... but we dont.. and it pisses me off..

Cant I just have a friend whos a friend and happens to be a guy...
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I wont ever be able to loose someone like I lost mikey...(hopefully anyways) but I dont want to even loose just friendship...

GOD im so frusturated! When did every day become a block in the road to somewhere else...

Why was I so happy yesterday.. yet so 'bothered' today?

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